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November 2, 2007

i could sleep

Today i am staying in bed all day. The kids are gone. I feel the immense burden and sadness falling on me now.

It has been two months of running. Racing. Fleeing.

Now i am settled. Now i am finally standing still.

All i can do is lay in bed and hide from the world.

All i can do is cry.

All i can do is take this day as my day of mourning.

All i can do is try to sleep.


Posted by drowninginkids at 11:54 AM Permalink

Comments (6)

Jan

Hang in there- you will be O.K. Sometimes you need to grieve.

Posted by Jan | November 2, 2007 1:31 PM

Jan

Hang in there- you will be O.K. Sometimes you need to grieve.

Posted by Jan | November 2, 2007 1:31 PM

denise

Hang in there.I guess I am just confused on why you have to move out of the condo, because it seems that you just moved in there.

Posted by denise | November 2, 2007 5:00 PM

jessica

Tough when there isn't any reason to be hectic....when you are left alone with your thoughts. Remember the feelings of starting new...the excitement and happiness that went along with that. Don't let that black hole reclaim you Jess.

Biggest hugs.

Posted by jessica | November 2, 2007 6:31 PM

Kim

It's gonna be ok.

Posted by Kim | November 2, 2007 11:37 PM

marian

It really is quite a burden, but it will get lighter as time goes on.
Thinking of you.... knowing you can do this.

Posted by marian | November 3, 2007 3:50 AM

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